What is the appeal of this sort of tale? Heaven knows, I devour any movie or novel of this ilk. So far, I have rapturously followed the exploits of Bill Bryson, Cheryl Strayed, Robyn Davidson, Christopher McCandless. Christopher was not as lucky in that he did not live to tell his own tale.
I know that I am not cut from this cloth. But I admire the drape of the fabric.
I am that girl who stoically watch the monitors on her gymnasium's treadmill each day, delighted when the workout is complete. And yet, conversely, I think nothing of setting a lofty goal of accumulating the miles and will happily pedal or hoof over a hundred miles per month at that same gym. If I have a vision, I will achieve it. In fact, I become a little obsessed with it. The bigger the vision, the more enthusiastic I become.
It is one thing to pedal 20 miles of an evening, knowing that I can go home and lounge on the sofa with a glass of my favorite red. It is quite another to walk for a month without the promise of locating a potable water source.
And yet, I think in each of us the adventurer resides. Thwarted adventurers, to be sure. Time constraints may derail us. Many of us are tied to jobs and dependent families that keep us close to home every day. Physical limitations may prevent us from setting out on foot into the great unknown. Budgetary concerns are a very real concern. While many of us would love to shrug off the detritus of the day to day, very few of us can actually do this.
Ms. Davidson says "If you think of all the enduring stories in the world, they're of journeys. Whether its "Don Quixote" or "Ulysses" there is always this sense of a great quest - of a person going away to be tested, and coming back."
Sometimes the "test" is not the journey itself, but the unstructured time one gains while on a journey, which allows, or even forces, a person, to reflect inwards, on something other than themselves.
Looking within can be the hardest journey that we will ever take.
While on safari, I began to look at how I fit into the world. Not how the world revolved around me. I realized I was inconsequential in the grand scheme of things. While this sounds depressing and fatalistic, in actuality it was quite freeing. We are unique but we are not necessary.
The world will not stop for me when I am gone. People will grieve, I hope, but I understand that it will not be forever and it may be not even be for long. The human spirit is resilient. We rebound and rebuild.
In Nature, the wheel of life is apparent. There is no artifice. Every animal is a link, and serves a purpose; all seem to be neatly fitted into the grand scheme.
So, then, what roles do humans play? Why exactly ARE we here? To exercise dominion over animals and the land? And if so, why? For what purpose? We seem to be the wild card in the deck. Our behavior is not predictable and often it is not laudable. Collectively, we destroy as much as we create. We can be unquestionably brilliant and undeniably brutal.
Walking dusty footpaths in Africa, I marveled that I was actually THERE. On the continent where all of us got our first beginnings. (As we all know, scientists have determined, without question, that we can all be traced, genetically, to eastern Africa, regardless of how we classify our nationalities today.)
So, why did these earliest humans brave the great unknown; why did they leave the relative security of their tribal communities, the only home they had ever known? Why did they venture out into a world that was surely fraught with peril, unlit, unexplored, uncertain?
Maybe they too, felt confined. Maybe they craved to leave the fold, to take the journey within, to test their fortitude, physically and mentally. Perhaps their wanderlust is hardwired into all of us.
So then, perhaps, traveling is a necessary component of survival. We'll never know for sure, but perhaps its all irrelevant. Whether you travel to the moon or to Maine or to Mozambique, travel is travel. It changes the perspective of the traveler and that in turn, changes the world.
“Capacity for survival may be the ability to be changed by environment.” - Robyn Davidson